Excuse-mee.deviantart.com Website Review

Needs Core Membership Statistics 148 Deviations 90 Comments 1,987 Pageviews customization, but also to have some consistency. This way, when anyone visits a deviant, they know they can always find the art in the it's not that i don't mean it it's just out of self-defense or scared to open up again something we don't share in common Yes, I talk to myself. Somewhere I am pulling my own strings to get to the end of a trap made My only solace is this place. The realm of unfocused, where double vision is a dual existence. It's dark and small. Damp with a floor made of jagged rock. I've never felt the walls but there probably aren't any. Anytime I've tried to explore, I burst the pressure holding me in this crumpled position. And ended up being focused.  On reality. It would have laughed if it could understand. So here I am, bent over on the ground. Scratching softly, back and forth, against the ice cold rock, with my jagged fingernail. For as long as I can. Until it notices I'm only halfway there. I softly sing a lullabye to the rhythm of my nails against the rock. I'm not supposed to be here. I'm not supposed to be here. I'm not supposed to be here. This is the only rebellion it allows. The enclosure rattles and shakes. This stirs the images and emotions it makes me experience. They're faster than I can comprehend. On purpose, I'm weaker when I'm confused. It's easiest to call it a keyhole, but this implies a door, preventing an outside from pouring in. The lie burns with a light so bright it burns my eyes and I catch a glimpse of the scar from the last time. It promises an escape. I know there is only here. It promises a death. I know you need me alive. It promises intoxication. The fall It shows me alone and dying, I see me choking on the raw emotion it pours down my th*oat. Like acid with a purpose, I watch the emotion race through my veins and strangle each nerve, my body feels nothing but I'm wracked with I know not to ask it questions because it doesn't understand, but I do it anyway.