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I am not perfect.  People are not perfect.  It is not my job to seek out things that benefit me-it is,  however,  my duty to seek out a relationship with Jesus,  to seek out the Holy spirit and to better myself for others.  It’s going to be messy,  I’m going to mess up but it’s about everyone else-not me.  No. Matter what society tells me,  we live in a me me me society.   A while back I opened my heart to a feeling I was feeling-I was personally feeling invisible in my church,  feeling as if I’m annoying,  feeling as if there is cliques going on all around me.  Why do we do church?  It all comes down to the good news for both Jew and gentile.  And the church,  which is people not a building,  was messy from day 1 and is still a great big mess today.  And that’s OK!  I can’t even imagine how fun church was after Jesus death when Jews and gentile had to mingle.  They were totally different and they clashed.  Today people still have issues.  Because we are human!  There’s still issues with Ra e,  background,  culture barriers,  denominations,  politics,  people who don’t practice what they preach,  society status etc. It’s not,  nor has ever been about me and the enemy lies and he is good at it.  He’s good at making me feel left out,  making me feel invisible,  making me feel like I should not share or talk because I will be judged, making  me feel entitled.   We are ALL going to get off did,  we are ALL going to get gossiped about,  we are ALL going g to be misunderstood,  we are ALL going to mess up.  We are ALL going to get heartbroken.  Because we are ALL imperfect.   I complain.  You complain. I’m not perfect.  You are not perfect.   If you go back to my previous blog it probbaly sounds like I’m complaining.  I faced anxiety after posting it and I’m going to face anxiety for posting this too.  I’m not sorry for what I wrote because I needed to write it.  And maybe someone got offended by what