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Christmas. .  Its all bought and most of its own wrapped.  The decs are done and I have the food shop to do and thats it and two slight trips to create.  Four days of job and then there was two weeks of myself to look forward to, (apart from a visit to Heathrow Today may be the family gathering.  Most of them are away someplace else for Christmas Im going to be a tad worse for wear. Seem to be having a bit of health blip. Im feeling uncomfortable having a rigorous sense of doom which there really isnt any need for and anxious. I figure its just be great to have some body provide me a huge bear hug and tell me it was going to be Im okay.  I managed to get myself to the work Christmas do I was dreading having to go.  Being forced to do things in my own is hard although I figure its a predicament which isnt going to change so perhaps eventually, itll become ordinary. On the up side, I found a payrise yesterday, backdated to September 1 st.  Its not huge or the training I asked , but its another step My usually quite sober and well behaved office partner was hammered until I even got there and made a complete idiot of herself and one of those other instruction staff was plastered he kept missing his mouth and pouring beer all over his top. I blatantly drove there so nobody would confuse me with alcohol and spent a significantly embarras*ing evening in the business of people which tbh, I don't actually like much like:Edit:: Cos the restroom's such a great place to be at 3am. If the key to success is depriving against yourself. Believing that you can achieve and managing to convince everybody of a similar then It might likewise be small fry in comparison with all the dizzy heights some other person may have reached, but in relation to where I was two years past, I have achieved so much and mas*ively outdone whatever I would have expected . Career sensible, this entire year has been I had a Fantastic night but 2 for 1 Co*ktails on a school night, possibly wasn't my brightest idea.