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Kira. 18 y.o. Russian gi*l and artist. Drawing characters from the anime, cartoon. Currently obsessed with bnha, detroit:bh, naruto, hq, ladybug, 19 days, etc~ Please, do not repost my art without credit ❤ I want to tell a little about myself, and along with I want to let you now, that I am taking a break… Maybe for a few days, weeks…months. 2018 was such a breakdown for me. I can’t handle my condition… I realized how de*ply my depression is, and how bad it affects on me, my life, and simply on my drawings. In the last few months I haven’t felt joy, either from life or from drawing. I had a lots panic attacks and social anxiety. The days become indistinguishable, I feel literally nothing… I’m just so tired and feel exhausted and, as if my inner “I”, my personality has lost all meaning. I always keep everything in myself, I’m afraid to talk about what I feel, and I lost confidence to people… especially after the betrayals in my life. Because of my condition I can’t normally talk with people. I don’t open to manys and I don’t allow to be so close to me, because I’m afraid to feel this pain again. But at the same time, a part of me wants to communication, to find friends, meet people, have fun and talk. Do you know that feeling when you are feel so bad that you can’t handle it alone, just by yourself? You hope for someone’s help. You mentally ask for help, but you don’t know who and what you need. And you feel like you are dying, but still alive… This is what I feel Live with it is terrible, and I… need some time to think, to rest. I take a break, but I’ll be back, when I’ll feel better. Maybe this will happen in a few days, or maybe moths. I don’t know. Just… wait for me. I will always be grateful to all your supportive messages. Really… Just thank you very much, I love you from all my heart. Probably, I’ll be active, but I’m not sure that I will have a desire to post something, or to draw at all. But if I’ll have