Monetizeyourcat.tumblr.com Website Review

i have been extremely unwell for most of 2014. existing mental illness, tendencies towards manipulative and controlling behavior, and an emotionally and se*ually abusive home environment combined to make me unsafe to people around me. i controlled and manipulated people. my presence was overpowering and terrifying. i genuinely wanted love and friendship with people but i am afraid that in general these were overpowered by my need for control over my environment, which included everyone around me. i want people to be safe. i want and need friends and loved ones, but i can't go back to having the power over anyone i did in the last year. i am going to be leaving this space for a more private one, without the reach or pull i previously had. i will not be re-initiating contact with people unless they choose to do so first. if i hurt you and there's anything i can do to make restitution for it, or if i haven't apologized for what i've done to you in a way you're satisfied with, and you're interested in that, get in contact with me. if we were close and you want my personal blog, get in contact with me.