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And this month I have another phone bill to pay and credit card bill to pay and I need gas for the car and a psychiatrist appointment and meds to pay for and all I have is fu*king $20 and I just don’t know what to do anymore I’m falling apart I don’t have any room or time to breathe and no money or time to eat but my increased meds have made it hard to even feel hungry anyways so I just don’t eat and I know that’s just going to make things worse. But it’s the only thing I can do right now I legitimately feel like this stress and everything that is going on is going to give me a heart attack or something and land me in the hospital any day now with more bills I can’t afford to pay. Starting in Times Square and spreading throughout A roar like the ocean While old conversations play in her ears Sometimes the minutes feel longer than hours She just glad she gets to be around To see another spring come to this town Thanking the old year for all it has brought her No mention of the things it took away She’s just glad she gets to be around To see another spring come to this town Happy New Year, happy New Year Happy New Year, happy New Year Happy New Year, happy New Year Happy New Year, happy New Year Super strong winds tonight. Means I can’t be outside because I’ll get sick and my lungs will hurt Also this is the worst weather for fireworks. I just know people are gonna start accidental fires tonight Let’s be honest though. I can’t really even afford to eat anyway so this all worked out in the end. Two birds with one stone I’m gonna let this ride out for a while since it’s probably better that I lose weight But I eventually will have to start setting timers to remind me to eat since I don’t feel hungry anymore I’ll give it at least a month before doing that though. Maybe longer weave a web of yarn