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Lately I’ve started to feel settled with my life and with who am as a person, which I would like to consider a sign of maturity. Since the big 40 is not that far away, I can say it’s about freaking time. I have always been the responsible type, and responsibility is often mistaken for maturity, but I have come to understand that being an ad*lt means rather to be at peace with yourself and to accept that it is time to stop dreaming that one day you’ll change – or others for that matter. I will never be a social bu*terfly, and I’ve learned to spare myself of the dread of spending time with people I don’t like and to keep at bay high maintenance relationships – even the pleasant ones. I love how I only get to speak with my (very few) friends once in a blue moon, but each time we pick up where we left off. I have many flaws, I am a grouch at heart and I am probably, most than anything else, the fu*ked up product of a very troubled upbringing, which left me with a de*ply seated anger which shapes my view of the world and at the same time, rather counter intuitively, a lack of compas*ion for myself. Most of my life, I’ve signed up for social things and invested time and energy in relationships because I was distraught at the thought of “being abnormal” or showing my true antisocial colours. However, after finding out accidentally that there is a thing called Complex PTSD, I’ve come to understand that becoming a social bu*terfly is not a matter of faking it until you make it. You’ll just never make it, and the effort put into faking it is worthy of a better cause. CPTSD is a complex disorder, a learned set of responses to various circu*stances, often caused by growing up in a severely abusive and neglectful family and it is considered “a failure to complete important developmental tasks” lack of it, through abandonment and abuse (physical, verbal, emotional, spiritual). The mechanism of CPTSD is very simple: when a child’s natural need for bonding and acceptance is met with rage and abuse all the time,